ig: @selftaughtwriter

It's hard to ignore things you hear everyday, it is harder to ignore negative comments and words especially when it comes out from people we're close to. I dont understand how people always make jokes/ make a serious talk which sometimes pertain the other ones. Example: 'You should go inside through the window. If you force yourself to come in from the door, it might not fit your big ass body' 'Why are you so fat again?' 'Omg what is that on your face? Whoops sorry it's just your ugly nose.' I hate this feeling, I suck at everything especially at life, because I dont know how to stop myself from putting everyone else's feelings before me, yet I hate being sad. But I also couldnt be selfish because it will make other people sad and I'd feel guilty as fuck. Let's be honest here, and I didnt say this for attention and shit because I dont need one. I haven't had eat any proper breakfast and dinner for 5 days because I know my f

Hey! So I'm gonna start now by saying hello and welcome to my first post here. In case y'all are wondering, my name is Bernadette Alvina and please call me whatever nicknames you're comfortable with. I'm 19 years old and I live in Jakarta, Indonesia. My favorite foods are ice cream, bread, and so many snacks but in all goods, it's mostly chocolate. I love to sing, play guitar, read, and write. Yes, I do sing sometimes and I play guitar everyday. Here's the link to my YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCz6cxVvxdfMU5cnupxJ06og I do have instagram: instagram.com/alpinut & instagram.com/ohblackdevil I write stories as well: wattpad.com/dustyclifford I read a lot of books both in English and Bahasa Indonesia. Reading is my most favorite thing to do because well, I'm a nerd. So anyways, a few days back I wrote a longass rant and I was basically feeling a bit pissed off, and by a bit I mean A LOT, and I was just like fueling off and fee